I am beyond happy and excited!  I feel like I'm dreaming.  Let's really hope I'm not.  *pinches self*   Nope, I'm not.
Even though this happened yesterday, it still feels surreal.  I just feel like I am one of the luckiest girls in this whole entire world!!!!

So, this girl I've been talking to online for about, hmm, 8 or so months now, I've been having a bit of a crush on her.  Btw, I should probably tell her name, lol.  Her name is Ani.  Anyway, yeah, I've been crushing on her but never could bring myself to say it because I didn't know if she felt the same way.   So we're talking (yesterday now) and she asks me for advice saying she likes a girl and wants to know how to go about asking if the girl likes her back.  At first I'm all depressed because she likes someone, right?  So there went the whole crush thing... but I gave advice anyway (despite conflicting thoughts about sabotaging it... totally kidding).  So I'm like, "So, do you know if she likes girls?" and she goes, "Yeah, for a change she does.  I'm not crushing on a straight girl!"  So I type, "Well, you could causally flirt with her and see if she picks up on it, or you could just be like, "(insert name here), I like you."  Next thing you know I get, "Rachael, I like you =)" but me being the dummy that I am I thought she just meant as a friend (I was rambling on about how I wanted someone to love me, and I thought she was trying to make me feel better)... so she ended up having to explain herself and told me she liked me, like that.  And I was like... heart pounding, palms sweating, everything.  And I'm like, "No way, do you really?"  And when she said she did, I told her I did too, but was too afraid to tell her because, like I said, I didn't know how she'd react. 

So omg someone likes me and I like her back and I'm really, really fucking happy.  The only thing is she lives in Boston, so seeing her will be hard.  But damnit I am determined to see her, and soon!  I haven't felt this great in a loooong time.

She's amazing.  Every time we talk online we talk for hours and hours and we never, ever run out of things to say.  It's so insanely amazing, and I love it.  I've never had that with ANYONE before.  I cannot wait to meet her and see her, omg.  I am soooo fucking HAPPY!  I want to like scream and jump like a little kid.  XD

I am tired.  I am going to bed.  Goodnight everyone.  Even though it is morning.  =/
But first, the BEST haiku in existence:

♥ Peace